{"id":24,"date":"2008-05-25T13:21:06","date_gmt":"2008-05-25T19:21:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/?p=24"},"modified":"2008-05-27T22:46:19","modified_gmt":"2008-05-28T04:46:19","slug":"personal-documentary","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/2008\/05\/25\/personal-documentary\/","title":{"rendered":"Personal documentary"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In considering this project\u2014circularly defined as whatever this blog is about\u2014I&#8217;ve sometimes thought that what might be nice to create, and probably more useful to more people, would be a documentary record of what this place is like now, to serve as a reference in future. So it&#8217;s a bit of a shock to realize how boring, even depressing, that idea is to me. Am I that narcissistic and anti-social?<\/p>\n<p class=\"show\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-25 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/05\/13051-450.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"450\" height=\"346\" srcset=\"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/05\/13051-450.jpg 450w, https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/05\/13051-450-300x230.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>True, the reaction (my own and others&#8217;) to simple images like the saplings in the previous post suggests that an &#8220;objective,&#8221; affectless image is almost impossible to make. One might posit that maximum sharpness throughout makes for the most &#8220;accurate&#8221; image, but it&#8217;s clear that it gives rise to an inevitable emotional response that may not at all represent what a person (in particular, the photographer) experiences in the actual setting. I&#8217;m not so pedantic as to argue that the idea of documentation is therefore fatally flawed. Indeed, I&#8217;m quite certain that a competent photographer could produce a set of photographs that would be far more useful to the historical record than mine will be.<\/p>\n<p>Except maybe that&#8217;s not quite right, or at least not the full story. After all, history is not merely about the changing configuration of physical objects. At bottom, I think we&#8217;re mainly interested in history because of what we learn about other people and their behavior in situations that resemble ones we have been or might be in. What I&#8217;m interested in now is my own thoughts and impressions as I engage with this micro-landscape. I&#8217;m interested in the process of developing a sense of place. How better to begin such a study than with myself? In fifty years, will it be more important to know what trees were where, or what it was like to someone hooked on this spot?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m comfortable calling this project a personal documentary, understanding the subject to be as much the person as the place, and especially the relationship between the two. The &#8220;my place&#8221; in the blog&#8217;s tagline is not about legal ownership. It&#8217;s about the experience of place that enfolds each individual like a self-woven cocoon. That analogy may not work for everyone, but I sometimes feel wrapped in a magical cloak when I&#8217;m walking along Sourdough Trail.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In considering this project\u2014circularly defined as whatever this blog is about\u2014I&#8217;ve sometimes thought that what might be nice to create, and probably more useful to more people, would be a documentary record of what this place is like now, to serve as a reference in future. So it&#8217;s a bit of a shock to realize [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-goals"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stephendurbin.com\/sourdough-trail\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}